My Cyberg
It was about a year and a half ago, mid January, 1998. I had spent a large part of the evening on the MIRC chat room in gaydc, gayva, gaybareback, and gaydads4sons, looking for a playmate, but the pick of available boys was slim because it was almost 2:00 AM. As I got ready to sign off, a small icon from someone trying to chat with me appeared on my screen. "SLUTBOY18," appeared in a blinking red box which I hastily clicked on. The usual, "Hi, how are you" questions ensued as always. I was in a hurry to find out what this boy wanted so we sped past the usual "STATS?" rituals. I typed "GWM, 6ft, 205, 40s, Bald, Br eyes, br hair, mod hairy, Clean cut, 7x6 paper towel tube cock, X & G pics, Top." He responded, "GAM, 5-9, 18, br eyes, black hair, smooth, clean cut, bottom, never done anal but curious and looking." My heart skipped a few beats as I considered the possibility that he was for real. I'd picked a few cherries before, but not usually so young. My dick responded accordingly, rising up between my legs as I sat there naked and getting hornier with the possibilities. "What makes you a 'BigBadJon'" he typed, referring to my online nickname. "How big are you and how bad?" "7X6 and as bad as you want," I typed in response. "What are you looking for?" A long pause ensued, making my scrotal sack loosen and lower my heavy egg-sized nuts back to the leather surface of the chair. "Probably looking for cyber," I thought to myself, my libido slowing down a little bit with the loss of anticipation. I felt the pink helmet of my softening dick come to rest against the cool leather of the chair between my legs. "Decided I wanted to find a big cock to give my virginity to," he typed in reply. I paused. "You really as big as you say? Paper towel tube?" "Eighteen and a virgin," I mused to myself, "looking to get his cherry popped. This is too good to be true." My dick hardened again, betraying my logic with sexual hope. Maybe the night wasn't really over after all. I felt my nuts begin their ritualistic roll in my sack...anticipation of thing to come. "You ever do bareback?" I typed in response. A longer pause as I am sure he was considering the possibilities. I offered him some quick options: "Let me tease your ass with the tip of my cock, and if you want I can slip on latex...." "Or, I can fuck you bare and pull out before I come. How's that sound?" No answer. An excruciating pause as I prayed for booty. "We'll see," he finally responded just before I reached for the mouse to click to close the chat window. Elated that I had hesitated, I typed, "You wanna cum here?" Another pause, and then that glorious word, "DIRECTIONS?" I quickly typed directions from the Washington Beltway. "495N to 270N to Route 28 Rockville, toward the hospital, and then the last turn down my road. 1.6 miles and I am on your left. You can't miss it! How long?" A short pause. "15 minutes. What are you wearing?" "Nothing. and I don't intend to put anything on, so be ready for a nude man to answer the door." "No problem. See you soon..." followed by the IRC message, "SLUTBOY18 has left gaydc." Then comes the wait. Thought of whether he was real or just playing games like so many guys in chat do raced thru my head as my hand sought my shaft to jerk off a little while I waited. I lit some candles and turned off the lights to make the room more dreamy and romantic. Other preparations are hastily done. My mind rehearses how I am going to take this kid's virginity. Headlights appeared in the driveway half way through my reverie. I tremble a little with anticipation as I see a shadowy figure cross the lawn and walk up onto the porch. The motion sensor floods the yard with light, and there on the porch stands a very cute eighteen year old Asian boy. "My geisha for the night," I thought to myself again. I rushed to the door before he could knock, in case he lost courage and was having second thoughts. Opening the door fully, I let the light flood across my naked body, showing him my partial arousal. His eyes fell to my crotch and widened. "You made it!" I said, trying to remain calm as I realized his ass was going to be mine in only a few minutes."Come on in! The living room is through there," I said, pointing the way with both my hand and my hardening cock. He walked slowly into the candle lit room, and turned towards me. I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him tightly to my naked body, kissing his neck inside the collar of the tee shirt he was wearing, and pulling his ass hard against my semi tumescent cock. He seemed so small. So delicate. So fragile. I felt the warmth of his body, and the thought of "geisha boy" went through my mind again. My lips pressed to his. His tongue plunged into my mouth. Maybe a virgin, but boy could he kiss! Slowly, I unbuttoned his shirt, letting it drop from his body, and falling to my knees I unzipped and unwrapped his boy cock. "Nice length, narrow and hard," I thought as it bobbed up into my mouth in the candle light. Nice taste. My hands caressed his ass cheeks. Small round melons, one for each hand. I ran my fingers into the top of his crack. He shuddered, and does a sharp intake of breath. "Did you douche for me before you came?" I ask. "I wanna just eat you up before I make love to you." "What is that?" he asked. As I untie his tennis shoes and pull off his socks, I answer, "Come with me and I will show you." We take a few steps from the living room into the bathroom and I start the shower in a room filled with burning candles and a warm douche, awaiting his arrival. Pulling him into the shower I drop to my knees and begin sucking his cock as it points to the ceiling. I reach for his ass again and soap him up before working my hand lower and lower before eventually touching his rosebud with my index finger. I press gently into him. Resistance, a soft shudder, but he allows me entry. Warm, tight, and wet with the hot water from the shower. Avoiding being too obvious, I reach for the narrow tube of the douche hanging next to us in the semi-darkness. I pull my finger from his love channel and gently replace it with the tube and then unclamp the hose to cleanse him before my deflowering. He intakes a sharp breath but does not resist. He willingly lets me prepare his gift for our mutual pleasure. I tell him that the water will begin to become uncomfortable, and to let me know it does. "This will prepare you for me so I won't feel so big when I am inside you. Take as much as you can." I hold him close, feeling the small of his back, his hard cock pressed up between us. Kissing his neck again, his mouth, feeling the water cascade over our aroused bodies. A minute passes and the look in his face tells me he is ready. I gently remove the douche from his ass and tell him to relieve himself in the toilet while I finish my shower. We finish at the same time, and I towel off my geisha boy. His cock remains hard, arching toward the ceiling as I dry him. I caress its length, and gently dry his nutsack. Hairless like mine, hanging loosely between his narrow thighs. I take his hand and we walk toward the bedroom. My cock hardens with each step. The anticipation is awesome. I push him in front of me toward the steps. His ass is inches in front of my face as he walks ahead of me up the steps. I caress his right flank in anticipation of our pleasure. He lays immediately on the bed, his cock hard against his belly. I get Between his legs and spread them. My tongue seeks his nipple, his navel, his cock, his left testicle, and then raising his legs, pressing his knees up by his ears, I find his delicate puckered flower. Tonguing him there, his pink bud tightens. Like a horny groom about to become my honeymoon gift. I thrust my tongue into him. He moans. His hand presses my face between his raised knees. His eyes are shut as he relishes the pleasure I am giving him. I run my tongue in the tight folds of his opening. Touching nerves he never knew he had. He moans more loudly. I slather his portal with my spit. He presses himself against my mouth. Pleasure flows from the electricity of my tongue against his love portal. His sphincter tightens, and then loosens, tightens and loosens and then finally relaxes to the probing of my tongue. I slip deeper into him....feeling the tight hymen like ring of his virgin ass. I apply more of my saliva there...making sure he is prepared for my manhood. My own sense of need is heightened as I prepare this boy for his first man...for myself....my gift to him as he gives himself to me. "I want you," I whisper in the flickering candlelight. Pressing his legs up by his ears, I see his hole now waiting for my cock as his ass is arching up in the air. I spread my body above him, my raging cock looking to sheathe itself inside him. To impale him to the mattress is my only desire. I pause and place the pink helmet of my sex against his rosebud, and gently press in. Resistance....his eyes widen. In a moment he will no longer be called virgin. I press harder. Using my hand on my fleshy spear, I try to gather saliva from his portal onto the pink plum tip of my cock. I press again...resistance, but more giving. No longer can I see the flower as it is covered by the tip of my cock, but I know its center and I press a bit more urgently into that center. Against that slippery opening I press slowly...almost painfully slow for me, but so there is no pain for my geisha. This will be his memory..his first time. His only first time.... Without warning he presses himself up onto my raging cock, and the flanged flesh head slips past his anal ring. Oh the pleasure of that moment is indescribable. Lightening bolts fly from crotch to head! The need to rape him is almost overpowering. He is still my virgin boy though, having only taken the soft fleshy head. The real loss of his flower will follow as I sink my rock hardness into him. A narrow cock head is yet to be followed by an ever-widening shaft. As I look down into his face, I recognize how this boy thinks he has conquered me by arching up onto my cock, but I know it is I who shall conquer him as I sink my shaft into his hot bowels and stretch his portal open farther than he has imagined. I slowly begin my decent into his body. His eyes widen as the thickness of my shaft replaces the soft narrowness of the head. One inch, two inches. Three. Four, five. His victory is replaced with pleasured defeat as I take him. Six inches, and the final widest seventh inch sinks into him until my pubes are tickling his hairless ballsack. His neck arches back against the pillow as he realizes I have vanquished him. I have conquered him. I have taken from him what he can give to no other man. His breathing becomes ragged as I hold him impaled on my shaft. The dampness of his ass is driving me crazy. The urge to hold still inside him, allowing him to adjust is being torn away as the urge to thrust replaces it. I pull out an inch and slide it back in, trying to feel his prostate along the length of my sex. Two inches and then back in slowly. Three and four and five and six and seven...deeper, faster, harder...mouths locked. He moans....I am hitting something....deep inside him I am giving him pleasure. He moans into my mouth. I gasp for breath against him, trying to time myself to match his pleasure so that we cum together. I love holding his legs wide as I watch my cock disappear deep into his love chute, his balls rolling along the top of my shaft with each thrust. The portal ring remains untorn, but tightly stretched around my hardness as I pull out. It grasps my cock tightly like an elastic band as I drag out the pleasure. The visual almost takes me over the edge. I hold back. I will make my geisha come with me or before me. I vary from short fast strokes to long luxuriant strokes into my boy. His moans tell me he wants to come as I batter his prostate. My balls slap his ass as if I am some porn star performing for an audience. My senses hear the slap of the loose scrotal flesh against hard ass, and my need to come intensifies. "Come for me," I whisper to him. Let me feel you come with me inside you. Let me feel your ass tighten on me." "You want me to pull out?" I ask, hoping for the right answer. His legs go around my hips and lock me in place...pulling my thrusting hips hard against him. This boy wants my seed. He wants me to mark him as mine inside his virgin ass. There is only one first time, and it is me taking him his first time as my virgin boy. The thought rockets me over the edge, and he, sensing it, is also cumming. His boy cum splatters my belly, and electrical current races from my cock to my balls and I jettison a load of cum deeper into him than any other thrust. I feel his ass pulsating along my shaft. The quick spasming of my sex is matched by the tightening and loosening of his ass. He arches up into me as I push into him deeply. A sudden slickeriness surrounds my cock with my own seed filling my geisha. For seconds we are suspended between heaven and earth. Our breathing almost stops along with time. We float back down to earth. The tension leaves our bodies. Our bodies and spirits return from this other-worldly experience. My cock softens, still inside his warm body. We cuddle. We touch. We kiss playfully. I feel my balls loosen and then slip between his thighs as I lay upon him still. Then I feel my cock slip from his portal and lay wet and heavy upon his thigh. Oh God, if only we could go there again. But he has given his gift once, and it is never given again. He came a boy. He left a man. Oh my geisha, how I miss you.