My first time - confession
I am a small fram male. I was hit on by older men when I was younger, that is
talking thirteen on. Let me tell you I was never really scared, but no man was
going to touch me. Sometimes when I would hitch hike I would end up some guy
sliding his hand towards my leg. I would either say let me out or tell to forget
it. I guess I was lucky no one took advantage of me. I never let any one touch
me till I join the army. I was only eighteen on temporary duty in a small town
out west. I met a very nice girl whom I had wanted to take out, only I had no
money. I was returning to the temporary unit I was in and a gay man pick me up
as I hitch a ride. He did the old slide his hand across the seat to my leg. It
was at that moment that I figured out how to make money.
I told the gentlemen it would cost twenty dollars to play with me. He did not
hesitate just pull off the road in a wooded area, fortunate it was dark.
We climb in the back seat where I pull my pants and under ware down for him. The
gentleman and he was that gentle took my cock deep in his mouth, and grabbed a
hold of my butt checks so as to drive my cock down his throat.
I figure I would make it hard for him to get me to cum. I started to think of
some sports.
Let me tell you his mouth was so good I had trouble thinking of any thing else,
but the way he was sucking my cock. Dam he was good I blew my load for what may
have felt a whole minute or two. When I was down my cock was still hard so he
continue to suck my cock it felt so good I just let him keep at it. I felt like
another ten minutes before I felt my balls tighten up to cum again. That was the
best blow job I ever had.
After the second time I stop the gent, he was very polite to me and thank me. I
would have let him keep going only this time I did get scared. I had believed
that if you came to often you would start bleeding. I still fantasize about that
blow job.
It was not to long after that I sold my cock to very nice black man. He sure
could suck on my cock. This gent took me to a motel where we spent the night. I
would never touch another man's cock as I knew I was not gay. Another occasion I
went to a peep show just to make money here the gent just pull my pants down and
started to suck a way. This time I was afraid some one come up behind me and
stick a cock up my ass. This was my last peep show to much in the open.
When I got out of the service I love getting blow jobs from men, and i would not
return the favor. I was in it for the money. I also love to fuck women and eat
their pussy. I return home where I meet a gent whom was gay him and I became
friends. He would not hit on me. My friend name was Joe, one evening I was
feeling very horney and wanted a blow job bad. I went over to Joe's house and
had a drink with him, where we started to talk about sex. Joe started to slide
his bare foot under my balls, when I did not stop him he just reach over and
pulled my zipper down where he reach in to grab my cock. Joe only played with my
tool, Joe then suggest we get undress. I guess I was having trouble with my
drinking as I strip off all my cloths as did Joe. What surprise me is when we
laid down he laid in the 69 fashion to where his cock was looking me in the
face. At first I was scared if I touch it I would be gay. As Joe started on my
cock I just gave in and grab his cock my first cock to put in my mouth. I just
started to give him a blow job as he was doing to me. Shortly into the blow job
Joe stop me telling me he was going to cum. I felt like by then I wanted it all,
and did i get it all I thought he would never stop cuming in my mouth, and I did
not lose one drop of his cum.
I was not sure how I felt about suck off some guy, But I did feel embarrass with
my self and got up and left. It took me a week to realize I like his cock and
wanted more. I called Joe and told him how I felt and that I was sorry for
leaving the way I did. Joe understood and told me to just come over to his
house. I wasted no time I was there and getting our cloths off forgetting the
drinks, I just wanted to suck Joe off again. After we suck each others cocks Joe
said he wish to fuck my ass. I guess why not after I loved his cock. Joe try to
be gentle with my virgin ass when his cock was in all the way he really pounded
my ass. I really got into his fuck me, but I still would rather just suck on his
cock.
I got into suck on his cock that I wanted to try other men. I join a gay bath
where I met a beautiful man. He and I went to a room where he start to fuck my
face till I got his full load dam he taste good. He then start on my cock and
wow did I cum. My problem is I did not think to get his number for other times.
A week later I went to the gay bath where I seem to only met guys only into fuck
ass, boy did my ass get a work out. I had five cocks up my butt hole one right
after the other.
I would and do not fuck other men in the ass. My cock either was in a mouth or a
pussy. I found I love cocks to suck and pussy to eat. I know I am very BI as I
want men as well as women, both give me a hard on. I just do not care witch one
sucks on my cock.
Well I told you my first and I could keep going on only that maybe another time.
